This girl is back :)

Hello there. ah. sorry for being gone for too long. didnt online for the past few days cus i was getting so nervous for the Pmr results. and guess what? i got 8A's heheheheheh :') sumpah bersyukur gila. mak abah bangga. hahaha, apa lah. Alhamdulillah. belum pikir lagi what gift should i ask from dad. it must be expensive of course. one thing i want from mom and dad. LET ME STAY IN CONVENT. that is the place where i grew up. Ever since i was 7 years old. too much memories to let go of. my friends are like my second family. i prefer going to school rather than staying at home increasing my butt size. hahaha. and for the achievement i've made this time, i would like to give the honours to my family, friends, teachers and of course my baby macho, Faroq Danial hehehe. these ppl have been encouraging me to not give up on what i have worked on. yes, i love them like no other.... sebenarnya i myself tak sangka i can score a straight list of A's. hehehehe. Alhamdulillah again. Ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.. i gtg! love you FD :*

Where Is She :'(

Where are you? I'm so fucking lonely right now. Mana you menghilang ni? I've call you a thousand time but you switch off your phone. Don't do this to me. I can't take it anymore. Kalau phone ada problem, at least txt or call me bagitahu. Ni tak, senyap je. Huhh only god know how i miss you and and please call me or txt me. I'm so worried right now. Please don't do this to me. I'm waiting for you. I know your being busy, but takkan langsung tak ada masa nak txt sekurang-kurangnya bgitahu yg you busy or phone you problems. Hmm tah lah. Please i beg you. I miss your txt and your voice. So sad right now :'( . If you read this post, cepat2 call i tau. Hmm i miss you so much.

-xoxo si macho xoxo-

Not Wearing A School Uniforms Anymore

Now, it's time for me to wake up and face the world. I can't play or enjoy like a kid anymore. So sad. I have to think about my future. And sayang, you don't have to worry cuz i takkan berubah into a new person. I'm always me. I'm always cute, tpi tak handsome haha. Sayang, i'm always pray that our relationship will be forever till we married and sampai bila bila. Haha sounds crazy rite, but it's true. I will never forget you and and insya'Allah we will be together forever sayang. I love you like hell and i miss you. Hmm :'( I love you FP muchh much. Hehehe sorry for my grammar

-xoxo si macho xoxo-

Complicated Much :3

well hallu there. i'm back. all alone tonight. he fell asleep. lulz. tomorrow he'll be waking up early in the morning to search for a suitable job at the studio, i think. the one that has to do with arts, and drawings. he is fcking talented. bitch you baby. hahaha. when i heard about it, i was like "eh lagi berapa hari nak start sekolah, baru nak carik kerja? apalah.." then he said "mana ada lah. i tak sekolah dah. you je sekolah lagi" okay malu. bye. joke hehe. lupa pulak he has graduated from school. le honey is big enuff. sedih pulak bila pikir yg he's entering the social world out there. takut dia berubah into a new person. i really dont want that. srsly, sayang. please, don't. and me, i'll be getting my Pmr results in approximately 3 days. aihh, i'm dying slowly here. sumpah takut. only God knows how i fcking feel right now. i hope everything goes well as my sis is getting married a couple of days after that. that's all for this post. bye!

  -xoxo si comel xoxo-

Here are the guys i met on Omegle ;)

Aren't they handsome? they were so funny, i tell ya. Turks. the one with the grey sleeveless tshirt i so handsome. badan dah ah hot. nak mati aku tengok. macam model. dua dua tough. but, hey, look at them. they look cute together. sweet gay couple. lol. hahahaha. both muslims. handsome kan kan kan kan? huhuhu. sorry Faroq, meet my new gay guys ^^

  -xoxo si comel xoxo-

Lavvv ♥

For you see, each day I love you more, today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. yes. that is how i think. and as i grow up more and more, i've thought long about this; There is no remedy for love but to love more. no remedy. think about it twice. Nobody really understands love very well. It is so simple yet complicated. Everybody has something to say about love. Be it cynical, meaningful, sad, cute or funny. The list goes on. but, in my case, i'll take it as funny and meaningful as well. and and, not to forget, cute. lol. Lots of unexpected things happened during the early stage of our relationship. but he, he stayed strong and fought for me. even until now. bad things are still haunting us. i'll find no other guy that is similar to him. no other sincere guy. he is the one, Insya Allah. i hope we last long, and stay together to go thru everything till the end of our lives. i love you like no other, Faroq. you showed me the true definiton of the word 'LOVE'. Fana sayang Faroq :*

 -xoxo si comel xoxo-

This..

 

-xoxo si comel xoxo-