Monday, 2 January 2012

ONE MORE THING FAROQ....


BAIK LU TUKAR LAGU BLOG NI. ORANG SAKIT JANTUNG BOLEH MATI, BRADER DENGAR LAGU NI.... AWEKMU YANG TENGAH EMO NI PUN RASA CAM NAK MATI DAH.. BAIK LU TUKAR... SEBAB GUA TAK RETI ACANNE... HAHAHAHA. KALAU TAK, MUKA GANGSTUH GUA NI AKAN GUA HADIAHKAN SETIAP KALI KITA DATING. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Kk. dah ngantuk doh. ini gangstuh mahu tidur.. Assalamualaikum :p


ps; gua taip ni dalam keadaan mata disepetkan... ngantuk sangat..


  -xoxo si comel xoxo-

this post is about him.


hi awak-yang-perasan-comel-tapi-sebenarnya-saya-lagi-comel. this picture was taken by me. venue: Starbucks Mid Valley. hehehe. bruh, i have to admit this. BABY YOU HANDSOME SAYANG :+ eh malunya. malu. bye lah acanni. bye. dah bye... *lari ke suatu sudut dan kecilkan diri* ehe ehe ehe.  Y LONG TIME NO SEE U HERE? :o nak kena panggang agaknya. hehehe. sayang, yesterday, on 2nd of January 2012, we had tough times. i had it with you. and my friends. i was totally emotionally unstable. but you, were there. kept on asking for my attention eventho i kept on ignoring your tweets and texts. God, that was so mean, kan? sorry. i wasn't in a good mood at all. you pulak lepas tengok i've gone all emo, you pun sibuk jugak nak join berjiwang dan merapu bukan bukan... makan kaki gamaknya. eish.. kan i dah pissed off gila. terus keluar gangstuh i. takut you... tahu pun. carik lah pasal lagi. kang makan ikut paip bergalvani jawabnya.. the main problem is, you don't have trust on me, nor yourself. asyik cakap takut i tinggalkan you. apa you ingat you tuala wanita i ke apa? guna bila perlu. tak pandang bila tak perlu. buang bila dah pakai? fck no. please. be confident with me. apa gunanya i buat muka comel selama ni depan you kalau i taknak you? hahahaha *pengakuan berani mati*. ah kisah apa. you tengah tidur tu ha :p it's 8.04 am and i havent sleep for the whole night... mata bengkak, puas aku nangis, sayang.. kau punya pasal ah.. sepak kasi pusing kepala baru tahu.. *muka mengancam* okay lah. That is all for today.. i gotta hit the sack. i'm tired + sleepy + cute. Assalamualaikum. bye :)

 -xoxo si comel xoxo-

i miss these creatures ♥









You're the reason why i still stand strong in this crazy world with crazy bunch of people, loves :*

  -xoxo si comel xoxo-

Saya Mintak Sorry :'(


Hi.. i made this at 5.30 am on 3rd January 2012. i dont fucking know how can i express my feelings.. so i made this while crying.. nangis sebab baru aku sedar yg i've been so selfish all this while, made some of my friends' feelings got hurt by the way i treated them.. walaupun masing masing dah sakit hati dengan aku, dorang still can treat me as if nothing happened.. why? kenapa tak marah je aku? kenapa tak sedarkan aku? kenapa pendam? :'( aku ni, memang teruk.. kawan jenis apa yg tak reti jaga perasaan kawan kawan dia? jenis apa? binatang pun ada perasaan. hmm. i've done so many shits all this while. kalau kita ulang tayang balik all the bad things i did to my friends, mahu semua tak suka and sayang aku dah. haih sorry keyboard, awak jadi mangsa malam/pagi ni. basah awak. menangis pun takda guna Fana. kau tetap sangat bodoh, useless, and tak berhati perut. tahu nak pikir perasaan kau je. bukan orang suka pun kau and perangai kau. you're too much. korang, i hope none of you is reading this.. sbb aku malu. malu dengan kekejian aku selama ni :'(                                                   






aku mintak maaf :'(
takda siapa yang dapat gantikan tempat korang yg dah bersemat and bercop kat hidup aku..
selama ni, aku jahat, korang tak marah pun. why?
i love each and every one of you with all my heart.
no one knows this..
even mak aku pun cakap "kau ni, pentingkan sangat kawan kawan tu"
mom, they are my everything after you and dad.. who else yang ana ada?
we've been thru everything... from the thickest to the thinnest..






AKU SAYANG KORANG. MACAM ADIK BERADIK KANDUNG AKU SENDIRI. TANPA KORANG, AKU TAKKAN JADI SEKUAT NI UNTUK TERUSKAN HIDUP YANG PENUH DENGAN CABARAN AND DUGAAN NI..


I'm truly sorry. Deep in my heart, i've been always worrying that someday, somewhere, one of you will take a step backward, and leave me. no. sumpah taknak cemtu :'[


i suck big time. so will you please forgive me, loves? ♥

Tammy
Odi
Fana B
Ama
Syu
Emi
Mia
Fizzy


I LOVE YOU PPL LIKE NO OTHER, SISTERS ♥


 -xoxo si comel xoxo-

Saturday, 24 December 2011

This girl is back :)

Hello there. ah. sorry for being gone for too long. didnt online for the past few days cus i was getting so nervous for the Pmr results. and guess what? i got 8A's heheheheheh :') sumpah bersyukur gila. mak abah bangga. hahaha, apa lah. Alhamdulillah. belum pikir lagi what gift should i ask from dad. it must be expensive of course. one thing i want from mom and dad. LET ME STAY IN CONVENT. that is the place where i grew up. Ever since i was 7 years old. too much memories to let go of. my friends are like my second family. i prefer going to school rather than staying at home increasing my butt size. hahaha. and for the achievement i've made this time, i would like to give the honours to my family, friends, teachers and of course my baby macho, Faroq Danial hehehe. these ppl have been encouraging me to not give up on what i have worked on. yes, i love them like no other.... sebenarnya i myself tak sangka i can score a straight list of A's. hehehehe. Alhamdulillah again. Ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.. i gtg! love you FD :*

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

Where Is She :'(

Where are you? I'm so fucking lonely right now. Mana you menghilang ni? I've call you a thousand time but you switch off your phone. Don't do this to me. I can't take it anymore. Kalau phone ada problem, at least txt or call me bagitahu. Ni tak, senyap je. Huhh only god know how i miss you and and please call me or txt me. I'm so worried right now. Please don't do this to me. I'm waiting for you. I know your being busy, but takkan langsung tak ada masa nak txt sekurang-kurangnya bgitahu yg you busy or phone you problems. Hmm tah lah. Please i beg you. I miss your txt and your voice. So sad right now :'( . If you read this post, cepat2 call i tau. Hmm i miss you so much.

-xoxo si macho xoxo-

Monday, 19 December 2011

Not Wearing A School Uniforms Anymore

Now, it's time for me to wake up and face the world. I can't play or enjoy like a kid anymore. So sad. I have to think about my future. And sayang, you don't have to worry cuz i takkan berubah into a new person. I'm always me. I'm always cute, tpi tak handsome haha. Sayang, i'm always pray that our relationship will be forever till we married and sampai bila bila. Haha sounds crazy rite, but it's true. I will never forget you and and insya'Allah we will be together forever sayang. I love you like hell and i miss you. Hmm :'( I love you FP muchh much. Hehehe sorry for my grammar

-xoxo si macho xoxo-