Hi.. i made this at 5.30 am on 3rd January 2012. i dont fucking know how can i express my feelings.. so i made this while crying.. nangis sebab baru aku sedar yg i've been so selfish all this while, made some of my friends' feelings got hurt by the way i treated them.. walaupun masing masing dah sakit hati dengan aku, dorang still can treat me as if nothing happened.. why? kenapa tak marah je aku? kenapa tak sedarkan aku? kenapa pendam? :'( aku ni, memang teruk.. kawan jenis apa yg tak reti jaga perasaan kawan kawan dia? jenis apa? binatang pun ada perasaan. hmm. i've done so many shits all this while. kalau kita ulang tayang balik all the bad things i did to my friends, mahu semua tak suka and sayang aku dah. haih sorry keyboard, awak jadi mangsa malam/pagi ni. basah awak. menangis pun takda guna Fana. kau tetap sangat bodoh, useless, and tak berhati perut. tahu nak pikir perasaan kau je. bukan orang suka pun kau and perangai kau. you're too much. korang, i hope none of you is reading this.. sbb aku malu. malu dengan kekejian aku selama ni :'(
aku mintak maaf :'(
takda siapa yang dapat gantikan tempat korang yg dah bersemat and bercop kat hidup aku..
selama ni, aku jahat, korang tak marah pun. why?
i love each and every one of you with all my heart.
no one knows this..
even mak aku pun cakap "kau ni, pentingkan sangat kawan kawan tu"
mom, they are my everything after you and dad.. who else yang ana ada?
we've been thru everything... from the thickest to the thinnest..
AKU SAYANG KORANG. MACAM ADIK BERADIK KANDUNG AKU SENDIRI. TANPA KORANG, AKU TAKKAN JADI SEKUAT NI UNTUK TERUSKAN HIDUP YANG PENUH DENGAN CABARAN AND DUGAAN NI..
I'm truly sorry. Deep in my heart, i've been always worrying that someday, somewhere, one of you will take a step backward, and leave me. no. sumpah taknak cemtu :'[
i suck big time. so will you please forgive me, loves? ♥
Tammy
Odi
Fana B
Ama
Syu
Emi
Mia
Fizzy
I LOVE YOU PPL LIKE NO OTHER, SISTERS ♥
-xoxo si comel xoxo-
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